I don't know who she is - I only saw her in my mind's eye.

She does seem to reflect my own feelings today, though.

Touch the earth
                                   Feel it
        Become lost in it
                     Connect with it
                                   To it
Forget yourself
                       In forgetting, remember
       Truth
                       Who you are
                       Why you are here
                       What it is all about
      Laughter
           Love
                Growth
                        Joy 
Become
          Who
                   You
                            Are        

Start at the beginning

About a year or so ago, I rediscovered my voice.  It had been repressed for a very long time.  If you follow my Visitor 3,091,971 blog, you know my story.  Love changed my life.  Love also helped me rediscover myself.  Here is one of my earliest writings after my reawakening.

Waiting

A day without speaking to you feels like an eternity

Torment to an already tortured soul

But I suppose that which is easily given is also easily taken away

I being to question myself -

Why did I let you in?

Am I an utterly hopeless fool?

Yet it is hope that sustains me

Hope for a different future, one I didn't dare dream of

A future where there is unconditional love, passion, companionship, acceptance

A future with you and me, together

23-Mar-10